Quick Rant

Well the like most gasgas saying goes “haters gonna hate”. I’ve been observing my some people for quite sometime now. And boy I’ve been learning a lot from them, nakakatawa minsan yung mga reaksyon nila sa bagay bagay. Ako rin naman nakakatawa yung mga reaksyon ko sa mga bagay bagay pero I am more on the quiet, go with the flow side. Sila they’re energetic, loud, funny and sometimes over the edge.

I just have the urge to say that some of them are judgmental. I mean okay I know na nabubuhay tayo sa mundong ito para husgahan pero what the actual fuck do they really have to judge without even thinking? Fine they don’t like something or the idea of it, pero ganon ba kahirap buksan yung isipan ng isang tao para sa isang bagay na hindi nila kayang baguhin? I mean come on people maraming nagbabago hindi pwedeng ikaw lang ang hindi maga-adjust!

 

Quick Rant

Split

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The broken are more evolved.

Nung nakita ko yung trailer ng Split napa “astig” talaga ako kase facinated ako sa mga stories na involve ang DID ( Dissociative Identity Disorded). It was discussed dati samin na maraming psychologists na hindi naniniwal sa DID. Kahit ako, sabe ko dati to see is to believe. Pero at dahil isa lang naman akong normal na tao na minsan merong malawak na imahinasyon tinanong ko yung sarili ko, bakit nga ba hindi pupwede?

Kung titignan nga natin, napaka-complex ng utak, napakaraming “OO” kesa sa “HINDI”. Ang superb lang kase ng ideya na alam mo yung may ibang tao na nakatira sa pagkatao mo. Merong “wise man” “babae” “bata” “lalaki” at kung ano pa man. It’s like a very fine discovery. I wasn’t able to encounter a DID patient nung undergrad ako at gustuhin ko mang mag clinical setting masyadong mahirap (pero pinag-iisipan ko pa).

Ewan, basta panuorin nyo to kase ang galing lang ni McAvoy dito. Tapos ang ganda pa nung babae, kamukha sya ni Kendall Jenner.

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Dahan dahang dumadampi ang realidad

Pero ayoko pa sana

Dahan dahan akong dinudurog ng realidad

Pero hindi ko hahayaan

Dahan dahan na akong bumibigay

Hindi ko na ba kaya?

 

And I therefore conclude that humans are not to be trusted.

I therefore conclude that you should and will always be you own hero

I therefore conclude that I suck, but they suck more.

 

 

I was once again caught off guard

I, for the second time around

Trusted the humans

I gave them my heart

I gave them my time

I even gave them almost my life

But this is how they repay me

This is how they live

In their egotistical world

In their world full of lies and deception

In their world without compassion and sacrifice

And I hate them for that

I hate them

All of them